Showing posts with label Annoying Thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Annoying Thought. Show all posts

Friday, May 13, 2016

RULE # 4

Rule 4: "The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person - if you must. There is no third best."

I've been thinking about it all over the weeks. And I can't lie, I still wondering if I have to tell somebody or not.
The secrets keep coming and coming. I'm not the best person  to keep it! Trust me.
But when other told me their secret. Then I have to remain it silent. 
And when I heard another secret this morning, I felt like, Dinozzo? or McGee? or Abby? Yes, was watching The Gibbs dan kawan kawan nya. ANDDDDDD, I recalled the rules!.

Rule number 4; The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person - if you must. There is no third best.

Then, I feellllll so good. Secret is secret, keep it to self. Kalau sedunia tau that story, then that's not a secret.. Kemonnnnnn!.. Itu telenovela. HAHAHA

Anyways, have a nice day Gibbs, and readers.

Cherio.

msg ~ don't worry, your secrets safe with me. 

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Happy New Year In Early Spring Season.

OKOK fine. I'm late for few seconds since my first day of 2K16 year, yeahhh Happy New Year everyone!. HAHA

I should write more post with more memorial story, my work, my cats, my sibling, my family, my ministry, my friends, my holiday, my dayysss. Sebabnya, bila sya berumur 75tahun, rasanya sya cuma mahu rakam video jak, malas dah tulis atau taip ni. HAHA, moden ok. So I think I should write more, kisah klasik untuk masa depan!.
Or at least, my great grand kid will say, wow grand nya nenek aku ni. siap tulis blog ntah pape jak aku baca. haha. 
Well, currently, I'm busy doing nothing. Cats. DIY. Bags. Kadazan Costume. And HP. oh, I love HP so much. I'm planning to have a simple vacation with my friends, my families and even travel alone. I love to go out and having experience in other place.  So will be looking forward for this.

Plan untuk tahun ni? Kekal hidup and survive!. Haha. The truth is, I don't even have a wishlist, every year. But yes, I have my lifetime wishlist, and I think it's only 5/100 done. Perghhh, bila lah mahu 100% ni.

Neways, happy new year everyone. See you soon in Seoul! ek!? 


msg. ~ Keep calm and let Gibbs handle it!

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Gibbs' Rule For New Year

Since few months I watched this serial TV series. NCIS!. Ok, tiba-tiba bukan Korea. Well said, I love these kind of story, movie, drama or even anime. And since I love the character of the actress and actor, so I decided to write about Gibbs' rule, Leroy Jethro Gibbs, the main character in the series.
Please laaa, enjoy it, saya teda kata-kata manis untuk tahun ni, HAHA.



Rule 1: "Never let suspects stay together
Rule 1: "Never screw over your partner."
Rule 2: "Always wear gloves at a crime scene."
Rule 3: "Don't believe what you're told. Double check."
Rule 3: "Never be unreachable"
Rule 4: "The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person - if you must. There is no third best."
Rule 5: "You don't waste good."
Rule 6: "Never say you're sorry. It's a sign of weakness."
Rule 7: "Always be specific when you lie."
Rule 8: "Never take anything for granted."
Rule 9: "Never go anywhere without a knife."
Rule 10: "Never get personally involved in a case."
Rule 11: "When the job is done, walk away."
Rule 12: "Never date a co-worker."
Rule 13: "Never, ever involve lawyers."
Rule 14: "Bend the line, don't break it."
Rule 15: "Always work as a team."
Rule 16: "If someone thinks they have the upper hand, break it."
Rule 18: "It's better to seek forgiveness than ask permission."
Rule 22: "Never ever bother Gibbs in interrogation."
Rule 23: "Never mess with a Marine's coffee... if you want to live."
Rule 27: "There are two ways to follow someone. First way, they never notice you. Second way, they only notice you."
Rule 35: "Always watch the watchers."
Rule 36: "If you feel like you are being played, you probably are"
Rule 38: "Your case, your lead."
Rule 39: "There is no such thing as coincidence / small world."
Rule 40: "If it seems like someone is out to get you, they are."
Rule 42: "Never accept an apology from someone who just sucker punched you."
Rule 44: "First things first, hide the women and children."
Rule 45: "Clean up the mess that you make. / Never leave behind loose ends"
Rule 51: "Sometimes you're wrong."
Rule 69: "Never trust a woman who doesn't trust her man."

Unnumbered Rules
"Never date a woman that eats more than you do."
In my country, on my team, working my cases, my people don't bypass the chain of command"
You do what you have to do for family-
Don't work the system when you can work the people.
Don't stop checking and rechecking evidence until you are satisfied.
If you want to find something, you follow it.
Never second guess yourself in a relationship and life.

  anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone :)

msg ~ last day of 2013, what a year!

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Dedicated to my FACEBOOK.

FACEBOOK.
FB.
This is the link to my FB - Ivy Hevance. Promo Promo Promo!. HAHA. I'm using my FB since October 2007. Jadi saksi emosi sejak bertahun, jadi mangsa hacker yang tidak diketahui, jadi penghubung kepada sejarah kanak-kanak, jadi pelepas RINDU kepada Mr Anime untuk 6 tahun lamanya. And Since this month is the 6th years then I want to share my favourite posts in FB. Maybe it just another boring post, I just hope you guys will enjoy it, at least. HAHA.

2007
The first year I used FB, that time your status will appeared right beside your name. I only have 4 friends in my friendlist, Rachel Lin is my first friend, she's also my CG member at KK.
And my first status is : ~

~ is going back back to college.

Okayyy, I still in my college that time.

2008
The second year of using FB. No special update, I just added most of my CG member, my other half, UMS' friend. STATUS?
I picked the good one, maybe :~

~ + classes + asgmnts = busy

~ is still in her holidays~~Hirai be informed~~hihihihi

Hirai is my Leader in my CG, FYI.

2009
I started actively using my FB, the first friend that I added was Dympnha Sandra Kastum. And I start added most of my church's member. That was my last year in my college, and the year I was going back to Sandakan. So my status : ~

~ I'm hAte bEing sEnior thEse aLL dAys!!sUck,thiS thEsis iS kILling mE indiSe! 

~ DONE!! nOw wAiting fOr my dAmn presentation to ruin my mArk ;)

~  Morning is stand for me by HOPE ...God has given me this day to use it as I can..let me not destroy it...

~ Don't let me stop you!! If you wanna leave,baby you can leave..Just don't pretend that you're into me..Even if I end up broken hearted, I won't lie...I don't wanna hear goodbye, but other way I'll be alright...I'll Be Alright!!...

~ ..huh?..life's suck! Boyfriend died! Plans empty! Hp bored! Sandakan outs! That's so sick!..but that's just seem so perfect in my eyes..oh ivy,bulan lapan di Sandakan..*winked*

~ Y' , pls stay .. Don't go away from me ..

~ I'm irreplaceable .. I cursed u ! & everytime u listen to this song, ur mind will be twisting, ur heart will stuck & u'll remember all the memories we had together .. it will haunt u for the rest of ur life . . && u will know that I will never be replace !

~ If I say 'I LOVE YOU' without sacrifice .. Don't trust me .. B'cuz, when I in love with you .. I will do my sacrifice without any word .. AMANO Lover 

~ love you enough to let you go .. The only sacrifice I can do for you ..

~ Even it's hurt .. I keep on repeating .. cuz, I can't stop , LOVE LOVE LOVE !

~ Tell me what is on your mind .. Help me, cuz I like to know ..

FINE, most of my status said about LOVE,  or LET GO, or IGNORANCE. And I did mention someone names (Y' n Amano), actually they are the same person. :). And the last post was on 29th of December, if you get me, ahaks.

2010
That year, uhm, a lot of things happen. No need to mention it, just read my post in my FB. The first status post was on 2.January :)

~ I do what you want .. And I hope you're happy ..

~ "One kiss, my bonny sweetheart; I'm after a prize tonight, But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light. Yet if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day, Then look for me by moonlight, Watch for me by moonlight, I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way."

~ :: kampung mode ~ wearing sarong while mandi at river is not too bad ::

~ :: what if i change my name to 'BUNGA' or 'FLOWER'? .. Huhu, sounds like me .. ::

~ :: putus cinta is not a good experience, once you feel it, takes a lifetime to forget it ::

~ :: this is my life,, NO ONE ALLOWED TO SHAPE IT !! .. I really mean it ...

~ .. if you can't trust your partner, then let them go .. trust me, you don't need someone that can't have your trust .. in the other meaning, you don't LOVE them .. cuz LOVE is about FAITH .. It's like, we don't see GOD, but bcuz we LOVE HIM so we do BELIEVE ..

~ .. yew can be the car n i can be the petrol, match ! .. 

~ .. fragile .. i give u my heart, hold on n handle it with care .. cuz i'm easy to broke ..

Macam putus cinta ka status saya? HUHU...

2011    
The rough year, I can tell you. I learn to LOVE someone else but, it's not worthy at all. Still Love my Y :).

~ .. You can hide the pain you feel and make others believe that you have moved on .. But you can never deny the truth to yourself, that the person who has failed and hurt you is still the the person you'll always choose to love ..

~ .. duii, banyakk btl gagak hitam dlm fb neh, maw halau daa neh .. if you're not into me, don't come for a visit, i don't have any food for you !! .. shuiii ... shuiii ..

~ The past should be the past. It can destroy the future. Live life for what tomorrow has to offer, not for what yesterday has taken away-TN-

~ I may not understand your plan, but i obey.

~  .. you will never understand it, it's not easyy standing in my shoes .. sayangg, it's not easyy being IVY FLOVIA JAMES .. trust me, I'm a pure 'HUMAN BEING' ..

~ .. Take a walk in my shoes ,, before you JUDGE me ...

~ No need for revenge..just sit back & wait..Those who hurt you will eventually screw up themselves & if you're lucky, God will let you watch.

~ ... never proud with your man, I flirted with him before .. oopsss! .. ;p

~ .. I♥DECEMBER .. CHRISTMAS♥♥♥..

~ .. Christmas mood in KB;).. Let in rain, let it rain, let it rain ...

~ ..If previous year was yours, I am glad..
..If Next Year is yours, I will be glad..
..Have a blessed New Year ahead buddy!.. 


Such a good year right :)

 2012

 Last year. Won't tell you the details, just please, enjoy my post. Most of time I'm not in MALAYSIA :p

~ ..dress code down day..pakai swimming suit bole?..
 
~ .. I won't let you suffer .. So I'm leaving ..
 
~ .. In a conference room without aircorn, and i still feel good .. And i'm sure the rest feel the same way too .. Peaceheaven ..
 
~ .. Heading to hometown .. I lovee this feelingg .. Feeling that we're belong to the same "BAH" .. OwWhhh ...
 
~ mata kasar memang xnampak, tp hati awak mengiyakanya yang saya mampu bagi saingan kannss .. "bukan ku pinta lahir cuteee mcm neh" ... lalalalalala ~~~~
 
~ teda TV, rindu channel Malaysia .. watching 1Malaysia TV pun jadii laa .. better than nothing kan ..

~  I hate when it comes to this part .. I'm leaving soon..

Mish that so much! trust me..

2013
This year... will update this end of this year.. HAHA


Happy Anniversary to ME and MR Facebook, 6 years sharp!


msg ~ another bored post in my blog... wondering if he will read my blog... can you give me a hint, Mr Anime?



Wednesday, September 4, 2013

New Post

I'm staring at my screen while I'm trying to post something here. 
No idea actually. I just feel, uhm ok. FINE.
I'm listening to many songs currently, but this song really attractive me, it's keep playing in my head... Until I can memorize line by line. I also trying to play it with my keyboard, and sing. OK I'm not a musician, so the sound will never get good ok. Don't ask.
Thanks for someone that gave me the song, you will never know how deep it means to me. Every line, every single word. It's really deep.
I feel a lil' bit ok, I think. But yet, I'm struggling, until I reach my limit :)

Anywayys, you guys want to hear the song?
BAH, kijap sa bagi link.







msg ~ life's like this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mishue

Saturday, July 13, 2013

What If...

What if... This is the last time I receive your email?
This is the last stand I can do to protect the the 6 years of fighting...
What if... we will never be the same again...
We will be the most stranger at all...
What if... This is the last post of you, or us...
This is the first post that confess the real feeling without doubt..
What if, readers, today is my last...
Am I ready to forget my yesterday...
To face my tomorrow...

But, what if, I can't settle up everything before it should done...
Huh! ... I'm so blur, up side down and down upside :p !!

I need the solution, not just the answer..
What should I do. What should I do???
And what if the last stand I make is the wrong solution at all??

What if, it just you. ONLY YOU!



msg ~ what if these all right things go wrong, maybe I should turn LEFT!

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

.:Sing like a Song:.

..
It's been a few months since my last post! ..
And I just having my super duper holidayy at island ..
SUNBURN! .. yet I still enjoying it! .. So much :) .. (you should be jealous, ahaks)

UHM, I'm listening to Younha's songsss actually .. 
and I loike it! .. I mish the year that I admired she, yesh, SHE.. haha ...
And thanks to someone that introduce she to me .. 
Thanks YUKITERU ...
And I mish you, take a good care where ever you are right away ...

OKAY, no good new update actually, me just ME ..
wishing for something that last forever! AHAKS..
Planning for a big dayy next year .. ( after a terrible BIG DAYY last year ) ..
and my dear diary, please be nice for me this time .. I beg you ...

AND, I'm learning to sing.. HAHA, ok that's funny.. 
but yesh, dan lagu Datu' SN jadi pilihan ... 
Will sing a song on my dayy, :) ...
Collapsee!!

AND another one, a word to someone..
Go and find your life, don't ever try to spoil me..
Cukup dengan apa yang awak sudah buat! ...
Took what mines, and spoil my life..
Will never let you do it again, NOT AGAIN! ..

SORYY, cause I can't be perfect, MRS PERFECT :p !!

SO, I'll sing like a song ..
And dance like a danceee ....
...
And No One Allow to change it :)





msg~~~ PASSWORD 486, if you know what I mean .... *smile*...



Friday, December 17, 2010

.. Jiwa Kacau ..

haiz ...
I am imPERFECT ..


Dunno why, feel terrible .. feel stupid .. kacau .. why? why?
I need the answer, pls .. pls ..


Doho sanganu .. hope you can understand me .. I'm fragile .. Pls handle with care ... Fully care .. If you can't handle me, then let me go .. So we done here, pls ..

msg ~ not in so so so good mood .. terrible ..

Sunday, January 3, 2010

2009 to 2010 ~~~

Happy NeW YEAR bebeh !!
Happy 2010 .. Good bye 2009 ..

Too much things happen in 2009 ...
Nak kena list kat sini ~ Done my study, did well my practical, syabas my thesis, forget n forgive my old memories(bad memories i think), new boyfriend(haha, u should be jealous), learn many things, sick, blood transfusion, christmas without family, banyak lagi lar ...

This 2010 year, tak ada azam baru .. Every year pun tak pena ada since few years ago .. Cuma nak tambah koleksi hp jak, ahaks .. Tahun neh nak hg LG lg .. ok what?! haha ..
Just hoping can get well soon .. not so soon lar .. but still soon .. I have to retreat myself .. I work hard last year .. And i have to be more slower this year .. Stay focus .. And be original ..

So good luck Ivy .. And everyone too .. have a blessed year ahead ..





msg ~ so happy can celebrated my new year with him ;) .. N mama, Happy Birthday ..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

DriftZone ..

I really have no idea why recently I just talked about car, driving, drifter, speed and something like that ..
I don't know how to drive a car .. I had tried it before, and yeah .. a bit bad I thought .. n I dun know if I can be the best drifter .. haha ... or at least a good driver .. we'll see .. But for sure, I love speed .. My lovely dad and my lovely brother are a good high speed driver ! I just love it ..

I like Rihanna's song ~ Shut Up and Drive >> Baby you got the key, now shut up and drive !
Avril Lavigne ~ Hot >> I wanna drive you into the corner n kiss you without a sound !

Yay .. why? My Yukiteru also a good drifter I thought ! Betul kaito Yuki?
But but but .. this one is real .. I like the way LAVENDER drives in his car .. It's cool !

Also in my FB .. Talk 'bout drifter and driver ! OMG.. I'm not the best drifter, not even a good driver .. But I keep talking about it .. Heck what !

Haha .. I want the best-ever drifter ...Cuz I'm the fined-tune supersonic speed machine !




Msg~ Annoying post!! teda 2x buhh ..

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

4.50 a.m. Thought !

It's early in the morning while I'm writing something in this blog .. ya ya ya, I know, still early .. saya tengah ready nak ke sekolah .. chee, macam high school plak ;) .. No actually, I want msg my Yukiteru, want to be his 1st msg in this morning .. before he go to school .. yah, yukiteru saya masih sekolah .. and he work hard for it !! chewah ..

Erm, I can not sleep at all .. I watched the astro since yesterday, no channel, because kejap kejap I changed the channel then at last I watch the 'iklan' only .. sambil2 online, check mana yang patut .. I heard this song Kimi No Suki Na Uta by UVERworld many times .. I keep repeatin' it all along the dawn .. And I tak bosan pun ..

Eventhough I was with you all this time...
Without being able to say I LOVE YOU...
I said GOOD BYE...
I want to see you right away...
So I repeat the song that you like...
Humming it as I walk my way home...

The lyric of the chorus ;) !! I love it .. My Yukiteru gave me this song in our first date, oops ! hahaha .. when I miss him, I sing this song .. lalalala .. Actually it's remind me to my first crush!! Boy bukan nama sebenar .. I've waiting him for many years .. wait wait and wait .. till someday he said it, said 'bout something that I badly want to hear !

You know what? waiting for a long time, for 10 years I count, (I just 8 when I fall in love with him, ya anda boleh ketawa !!) makes me, blur .. I'm so bad in my 10 years count, can not combine with his 10 years count of being good boy .. I will ruin it !! No no no, dont let me be .. I still miss him this very day .. I never say I LOVE YOU to him, but I said GOOD BYE .. freak ! .. I do not know why I did it, but yet I still regreting .. Him, happy with the girl that he had chosen .. more better than me .. I sure that .

No No ! I'm sleepy that's why I melalut tak tentu pasal .. ow, nak msg my Yukiteru jap .. tak sabar nak balik Sandakan .. Didie Sandra, if u read this, I'm sure u tengah senyum sumbing memikirkan ur girl yg gila bayang ney .. hahaha . Oh My other half? U also read this? OMG!! don't trust me .. I'm not in love .. Yukiteru is not my boyfriend .. He's my PATHFINDER ! ok, deal here .. haha ..

I want buy something for myself, baby-T? jeans? bag? let me think it first .. boring lar tak da kawan go to shopping mall .. Lisa at kampung, Jenny also, Didie also, Dila practical, Roey classes .. Anyone else? No one? huh.. I want go to swim .. wear bikini .. I want look hot in my swimming suit .. hehe .. But no one can accompany me .. If I in Sandakan, for sure I go alone !

Oh my, oh my !! I love this song, 'Give You Hell' by All American Reject .. tengah main di TV!! haha .. When you see my face hope it gives you hell .. Stupid song, but I still crazy over it .. I need to sleep now .. my eyes sure macam panda .. Me myself also swinging, cakap ntah pa pa da ni .. but my Yukiteru didn't reply my msg yet ..

Ok ok ok, let me quest ..?/ My Yukiteru lewat bgn then awake with kelam kabut ask her sister to iron his T .. then terkejar sana sini .. buat muka sebal .. a bit touch up in his face utk menarik perhatian gadis2 cute dekat school .. am I right? hahaha .. He will marah me if he read this post ..
But I can't stop my hand from type another words in this post .. I really want to sleep, for several times ..

Finally you reply, but a bit late?? not going to school? oh my dia sakit .. fevering .. Take a good rest ! I really want to sleep now !!!

This terrible thought pops out while I'm in my sleepy mood ... GOOD MORNING everyone ;)



msg: Oh My~so freak..this post I wrote last August, but just appear now..just want u guys notice it .. huhu

Saturday, July 25, 2009

{{ Fearless }}

It's 2.33 in the morning, I just watched a movie, title "FearDotCom"...
It's a horror movie..And, I watched it alone...babe,this is the first time I watched a horror movie alone...so brave one...huhu..Actually,I'm not so watching it alone,my friend was online beside me..But she's not watching, she busy!


Summary...Four people die mysteriously in NYC and the only connection is the fact that all of them died within 48 hours of logging on to "feardotcom.com", a website that depicts voyeuristic torture murder. Detective Mike Reilly teams up with Terry Huston, a Department of Health researcher, to uncover the cause behind the unexplained deaths and to prevent future deaths from happening again after the website becomes a popular topic..Huh..


The best tag line to this movie is 'fear'...everybody have their fear or phobia or traumatic or somethings like that...Four people who died in this story were dying because of their fear...They just can release from this game if only they can got the 'body' and overcome their fear..


I also afraid of something. Afraid of being losing someones I love and I care of...And this is my big fear... Just a few hours before, my boyfriend told me about his cousin that extremely sick, kidney problem...He reminds me to someone that passed away 9 years ago...


He, who now rest in peace, was passing away without a chance for me to apologize...and it's make me regret this very day...Just if I have a chance to say my sorry, I'll do that without defer it...since that day, until now...I become someone that really afraid of losing someone. someone who badly afraid of losing someone who I love and I care....


This moment, I feel guilty for him..really hate this feeling...I need to overcome this fear..
I need to be fearless...fearless...fearless..


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Living The Dreams~~

This is my 1st post in this blog..dunno what to write..Actually,this is my 3rd blog, but never update other blogs..but well, will try hard to update this blog later,dunno when..hehe..

Erm,I named this blog with Living The Dreams b'cuz I love to dreams..I can be whatever or whoever I want..but yet, I'm a realistic girl ;)..

hurm..huh,dunno what to say..okay lor..hihi..muaxx..