{{ Fearless }}

It's 2.33 in the morning, I just watched a movie, title "FearDotCom"...
It's a horror movie..And, I watched it alone...babe,this is the first time I watched a horror movie alone...so brave one...huhu..Actually,I'm not so watching it alone,my friend was online beside me..But she's not watching, she busy!


Summary...Four people die mysteriously in NYC and the only connection is the fact that all of them died within 48 hours of logging on to "feardotcom.com", a website that depicts voyeuristic torture murder. Detective Mike Reilly teams up with Terry Huston, a Department of Health researcher, to uncover the cause behind the unexplained deaths and to prevent future deaths from happening again after the website becomes a popular topic..Huh..


The best tag line to this movie is 'fear'...everybody have their fear or phobia or traumatic or somethings like that...Four people who died in this story were dying because of their fear...They just can release from this game if only they can got the 'body' and overcome their fear..


I also afraid of something. Afraid of being losing someones I love and I care of...And this is my big fear... Just a few hours before, my boyfriend told me about his cousin that extremely sick, kidney problem...He reminds me to someone that passed away 9 years ago...


He, who now rest in peace, was passing away without a chance for me to apologize...and it's make me regret this very day...Just if I have a chance to say my sorry, I'll do that without defer it...since that day, until now...I become someone that really afraid of losing someone. someone who badly afraid of losing someone who I love and I care....


This moment, I feel guilty for him..really hate this feeling...I need to overcome this fear..
I need to be fearless...fearless...fearless..

12 Freak Things 'bout Me =)

1. Crazy of lil' pony star high above on sky {superSTAR wanna be}


2. Love to eat ice cream, candy n cheese cake {b'cuz it's sweet n makes me more sweet}


3. Obsess of green in colour {Pencinta alam ;)}


4. Love to swim, can wear hot bikini {sexy lady..hahaha}


5. Crazy of horror movie but never watched it alone {takut lor}


6. Love to eat and eat and eat, but afraid of being FAT {ahaks}


7. Suka membebel tapi tak suka dibebel {huhuhu, am I?}


8. Love to dance...espeacialy the sexy dance one... {wanna dance with me DEAR?}


9. Love loudness...but can be very silent in loudness n crowded situation...


10. Manja but very garang {this is real}


11. Crazy of the sweet smell perfume...{My aromatherapy in stress time}


12. Love to write diary.. {where can I express my feeling and my secret}

::WHAT A GIRL WANTS::

What a girl wants?...can u answer this freak quesion?

I'm not sure 'bout what the other girls want..

When I was 8 years old, I crushed with someone that never 'see' me..

Not even a single smile,damn!

But this girl still crushed more deeply and deeply...

Until one day..I'd moved to other place...

And the story end...

Then, the time was turning me up to 15 years old...

I was in loved again? Fun!

But I loved that moment...

Be in loved with him, taught me to be what I never wish for...

But, the 'damn' was coming back...

He ran away...No, I'm running away...No! Hurm..Whatever..

And I, totally in PAIN!

I don't want this part...

This is not exactly what a girl wants..

So baby, what a girl wants?

What a girl wants...

Is what a girl needs...

Am I right?...(sapa setuju angkat tangan)...

Once, I can't trust love anymore...

I am afraid of being love...

Really afraid!!

But..I really can't help, falling in love with him..

Feel the air that he feels...

How beautiful..

Watched the movie he likes...

Sang the songs he crazy about...

Huh!

Loving him is something that natural,

Can't control, can't stop it...

Me only asked for six years...

So that,

I can stay in his arm...

Kiss his hand...

and,

Lay down my head to his shoulder...

Let me not defer...

Cuz, what a girl wants is exactly what a girl needs...

Whatever that keeps me in his arms ;)

::IVRiEY::