#MH17

I am so sorryyy to hear! Ohmaiii..
"What happen?" ... This is the first thing I've been thinking while I heard about the plane.
I am so sad.
A few minutes after I heard the news,
My friends and I bend on our knees and prey.
It's not a good thing. I dare to tell you!
I was, like, shouting and crying in my pray.
God, forgive us.
It's really hurt. I keep asking, why. Why. Why.
and still I have no answer. Still.

That night, I sent a msg to my dad, told him about what I feel.
After 30 minutes later, he reply my msg.
Wrote: Be strong, God has His own planned for everything that happen.

Thanks dad, you're always have a nice word to speak! Heart you.

But well, still feel sorry about it.

R.I.P beautiful souls.

I've been calling Your name in my pray. And if You are listen to my pray, please answer it.
I beg You, my Alpha and Omega.



Msg ~~ RIP mom Christinah. 
         ~~ happen the next 2 days after the MH17

Happy Wedding's Day EILY

14. June. 2014
Should I start it with, The Vow!.
One of my favourite event-to-attend.
It was a simple simply day for other.
But for them, It might means the whole world.
Eily. Abet. The Mr Right and the Mrs Always Right.
They are my close from my high school.
So it's suppose to be a quick reunion.
Ok, on their wedding' s day


I was driving alone from Sandakan to Beluran just to attend the wedding mass.
With the speed, 140km/h.
A bit late. Yet still worthy.
Even not everyone from the Gang 86 were there but enough for the ladies, Lin, Rynie, Wa-y, Kate and yes the newly bride, Abet.


Their wedding's theme was lime green and blue, just like mine. 😊😊😊😊😊
Simple yet perfect.


I was able to meet long lost friends, 15 years in my count. Even there is tooooooo many social network and messenger, the feeling is still sooo different. Sooo deep. Sooo lost. Soooo "feeling"..


Just a simple talked with the newly couple.
With Abet and Eily.
Should spell the name Ally but since he used to write his name Eily (it was stand for - Everyday I Love You) at school before... Then I prefer Eily.


Ok. It's also an awkward moment,  with the wierd eyes contact, haha. And a wedding wish. Uhm. Now I know how's it feel. Well say...


Anywayysss. Kisah lama tu saya dah lupa dah.. Haha.


Happy wedding's day Mr Eily.



Msg ~ i miss my high school!

The BLAIRE

Hello.
Blaire.
Siapa Blaire?
A.K.A Ms Bodeng C Kitty Purry.
My lovely cat.
Kuat makan.
Nakal.
Gemuk.
Manja melampau.
Garang.
Takut hantu, OK ini tipu.
Bising.
Kuat main.
Super cute.
etc etc etc

My BLAIRE.
Kadang rasa geram melampau bila Blaire lari sana sini, gigit kaki, gigit tangan, gigit muka, cakar sofa, mengiyau tengah malam.
Tapi bila berjauhan, boleh nangis teringat Blaire, sudah makan ka belum, tidur dalam rumah atau luar rumah (since I used to let my cat sleep with me in the bedroom), sudah mandi ka belum, boleh ka orang tahan dengan perangai nya yang menyakitkan hati. uhmmmm...

I love my cat. Biar tidak se"PARSI" dan se"GARFIELD" kucing lain, tapi I still love my cat. Still remember the first time I met Blaire, I won't step on into the car until I get the cat. I invited her into my life, loving and caring. Now Blaire becomes one of my precious thing in my life.

So, for those whom never meet Blaire personally. Let me introduce you, the BLAIRE :-

 Malu-malu 

ok, nakal

I love the ♥ symbol on her nose!!!

msg ~~ Teringat bila Blaire terjun daring tingkat 2 ... :( 

#MH370

#MH370
Since the PM announced about the plane that ended in southern Indian Ocean off Perth last night, so I decided to not reply any msg, or log in to FB. But I still want to read about it so I open my FB but didn't reply any msg, including msg in Whatapps or so on.
I'm in mourning!. I was like been praying since last two weeks about the missing plane, I don't know why, but yet maybe because I'm still standing in Malaysia. With toooooo much fact, humor, comments and stupid act (should I mention it here?). It's feel like, GOD in the great anger with Malaysia, forgive us.
I prey this morning, and I can't stop from crying. This is tooooo hard!. This is tooooo deep. 

Dear #MH370 and all the relatives,
Keep your head up. Be strong. I mean it, BE STRONG!
God be with you.


msg ~ this is so hard!

Jamming!

Well, well, well... I'm so excited, why? Because this is my first time in forever, I was able to join my friends went to JAM! And yesh, if you know me better, I'm not a good musician. I rather to dance and sing. But one of my friends, Mr Coincidence (HAHA, I used to call him "kebetulan" due to one joke that he made before), he sent me a message on Sunday, invite me to join they on the Monday, after work. At the first sight, I said, NO. Of course lah, I'm not so good in that particular. But since I the only one can play that music instrument (between his friends), so I decided to come. But I'm so shy to tell my readers about what music instrument that I played. Maybe later. *kiss*
I didn't take any photo cause I was too busy to tune up my instrument. Should take more photo in the next time I'll join them. I'm sooooooooo HAPPY!. Yesh! Because someone really confident about my skill. One is enough for me actually.

♥♥♥

So, I will join them more often after this, I think so. HAHA. And wish me luck, please.


msg ~ I really want to play Avicii's song, Wake Me Up or Hey Brother!. WOW!.. Good Luck self..

What They Called SOULMATE

I see YOU standing here 
WATCHING you breathing my air
HOLDING hands with someone else
Feel this LOVE that I bare

Why you said your love to me WON'T ever die    
when you know that it's only a LIE
why you made me TRUST
that it, NOT a lust
days were gone, I'm STILL standing on

to love you is something that TRUE
no one can TELL me that's what I can't do
to want you FOREVER just you
to LOOSE the thirst drink the water from you
don't wanna deny our FAITH
we are what they called SOULMATE
the PROMISE we made

they tell me the love WE had
shouln't happen by any REASON
but to feel once YOUR love
making my life more COMPLETE

if i could do anything to SHOW that I need you
there's so MANY reasons I could never end baby
I wanna show the whole WORLD of how you once loved me
I don't wanna cry no more feeling this love... WASTED by you




ps: my SOULMATE
pss: or her soulmate :(
psss: neither she or me, you're still my LOVE, once at least
pssss: i mish n lurve you, no matter how great the pain you gave. like i told you, I can't hate you, nor anyone.

Ivy. Oh. IVy

Third day of February. Every years.
 That's my birthdayyy! I Love that date so muchhhhhh. I don't think people will hate their own birthdayy date? ... Maybe some people will hate the way their or the condition they were born, perhaps, but they still love the date so much! ... SO MUCH!
 Thanks GOD for todayyyy, toooooooo much surprises. Thanks to my beloved familiessss.. yeah! Love you all.
 And to all my readers, please enjoy the dayyy with me. ily. Will update you guys with my photo of the day or, maybe upload all photos in a day.


anywayys, love plus hug from sweetie me.. muax!!!




msg ~ mau hadiah dr mR Shadow. ..