I waLked iN the RAIN !

I was crying when I walked in the rain last night .. Feel frustrated and down .. And I don't know what to do .. And got fever today .. I love to walk in the rain when I feel down and uncool .. Not only that, I love to take shower while feel upset .. Go to the swimming pool when feel bored .. And go to the sea when I feel blue .. I love water so much .. cuz, when I in the water, nobody knows I'm crying ..

Listen to the Kelly Clarkson's song - Already Gone .. 'When we take this road, someone have to go' .. I know that you'll never let me go but honestly, I need to go .. She's fully yours .. I'm nothing ..
I love you enough to let you go .. The only sacrifice that I can do for you ..

Yes, when I talked to you thru hp last night, I was crying .. Pretending I got flu, but yet, you heard the song .. Yes, I'm NOT OK! I don't want to lost you .. Badly won't it .. But we're know it .. I'm the right person have to go ..

What is the good path for me now? Can someone show me?
God, what my reason? What my purpose?





msg ~ if u read this, I just want you to know .. I miss you so much ..


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Who is my neighbour?

I hate gossip !

I don't know why I really don't like it since my high school moment .. I hate when pupils start to talked about bad things .. Huh! It's annoying .. I don't like it ..

And now, some of my "friends" .. Start to talked something bad 'bout me ! What the hell is going on??! Gossiping!! Are they don't have other works to do than this? Why they are so busy with my life? Why they wanna bring me down? OMG! I hate this feeling ..

They totally have no idea about me .. It's not easy being IVY ! It's not easy standing in my shoe .. It's not easy when you're keep talking about me? They know nothing about me ! OIC, they are perfect ! And I know, I'M IMPERFECT .. wtf!

It's make me think twice .. Who's my friends? Who's my neighbour? Who's into me? Where are them?

.... LAVENDER .. if you read this post .. pls stand by me these very moments .. I need you to hold on .. So I can stand firm and smile again ..


msg ~ I don't hate them .. I just hate gossip !

DriftZone ..

I really have no idea why recently I just talked about car, driving, drifter, speed and something like that ..
I don't know how to drive a car .. I had tried it before, and yeah .. a bit bad I thought .. n I dun know if I can be the best drifter .. haha ... or at least a good driver .. we'll see .. But for sure, I love speed .. My lovely dad and my lovely brother are a good high speed driver ! I just love it ..

I like Rihanna's song ~ Shut Up and Drive >> Baby you got the key, now shut up and drive !
Avril Lavigne ~ Hot >> I wanna drive you into the corner n kiss you without a sound !

Yay .. why? My Yukiteru also a good drifter I thought ! Betul kaito Yuki?
But but but .. this one is real .. I like the way LAVENDER drives in his car .. It's cool !

Also in my FB .. Talk 'bout drifter and driver ! OMG.. I'm not the best drifter, not even a good driver .. But I keep talking about it .. Heck what !

Haha .. I want the best-ever drifter ...Cuz I'm the fined-tune supersonic speed machine !




Msg~ Annoying post!! teda 2x buhh ..