Jamming!

Well, well, well... I'm so excited, why? Because this is my first time in forever, I was able to join my friends went to JAM! And yesh, if you know me better, I'm not a good musician. I rather to dance and sing. But one of my friends, Mr Coincidence (HAHA, I used to call him "kebetulan" due to one joke that he made before), he sent me a message on Sunday, invite me to join they on the Monday, after work. At the first sight, I said, NO. Of course lah, I'm not so good in that particular. But since I the only one can play that music instrument (between his friends), so I decided to come. But I'm so shy to tell my readers about what music instrument that I played. Maybe later. *kiss*
I didn't take any photo cause I was too busy to tune up my instrument. Should take more photo in the next time I'll join them. I'm sooooooooo HAPPY!. Yesh! Because someone really confident about my skill. One is enough for me actually.

♥♥♥

So, I will join them more often after this, I think so. HAHA. And wish me luck, please.


msg ~ I really want to play Avicii's song, Wake Me Up or Hey Brother!. WOW!.. Good Luck self..

What They Called SOULMATE

I see YOU standing here 
WATCHING you breathing my air
HOLDING hands with someone else
Feel this LOVE that I bare

Why you said your love to me WON'T ever die    
when you know that it's only a LIE
why you made me TRUST
that it, NOT a lust
days were gone, I'm STILL standing on

to love you is something that TRUE
no one can TELL me that's what I can't do
to want you FOREVER just you
to LOOSE the thirst drink the water from you
don't wanna deny our FAITH
we are what they called SOULMATE
the PROMISE we made

they tell me the love WE had
shouln't happen by any REASON
but to feel once YOUR love
making my life more COMPLETE

if i could do anything to SHOW that I need you
there's so MANY reasons I could never end baby
I wanna show the whole WORLD of how you once loved me
I don't wanna cry no more feeling this love... WASTED by you




ps: my SOULMATE
pss: or her soulmate :(
psss: neither she or me, you're still my LOVE, once at least
pssss: i mish n lurve you, no matter how great the pain you gave. like i told you, I can't hate you, nor anyone.

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I'm staring at my screen while I'm trying to post something here. 
No idea actually. I just feel, uhm ok. FINE.
I'm listening to many songs currently, but this song really attractive me, it's keep playing in my head... Until I can memorize line by line. I also trying to play it with my keyboard, and sing. OK I'm not a musician, so the sound will never get good ok. Don't ask.
Thanks for someone that gave me the song, you will never know how deep it means to me. Every line, every single word. It's really deep.
I feel a lil' bit ok, I think. But yet, I'm struggling, until I reach my limit :)

Anywayys, you guys want to hear the song?
BAH, kijap sa bagi link.

msg ~ life's like this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mishue

5 Tahun Saja :)

auwwww... I just came back from Youth Camp, It's owhhh-sammm... Jumpa artissss terkenal tuh, buat saya lupa yang diri juga artis, eh. HAHA. 

A lot of things happen, but yet I still enjoying my holiday. And still looking forward for the next week events and planning.

Currently, raining!. But dengan kelajuan C-BBD yang ada, I'm listening to Haida - 5 Tahun Saja. Fun what, macam dia tau tau seja bah my story, auuuwwww... Kan Y (bukan nama sebenar). HAHA. I want to download this song but, line macam siput.

I'm still tired, drove home, macam lebih dari 5 hours perjalanan Telupid - Sandakan, accident punya pasal. Hopefully the victimms are okay.. God bless.




msg ~ sudikah kau, 5 tahun saja bah..

Leaving On The Jet Plane ~~

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

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.. Someone played a guitar and sang this song to me few years before .. And it still lingering in my head .. When he went to work far away from me, he dedicated this song to me as a promise .. And I believed it .. Poor Ivy =( .. He never meant it at all .. He just married, less than a month .. Honestly, I miss him right away, feel like don't want let him go .. I tot i already forget him 2 years ago but, now, dunno why I still can't forget him .. Aduh, be strong Ivy, be STRONG ..
.. I kept playing this song .. And I hate to know that I mish him badly ..

.. But why now?? ..

.. Why, when you have to leave, you don't leave me .. I wish that you would just leave .. far away ..




msg ~ i mish you, but i LOVE my boyfiey now .. Laven, ilysm <3 <3 <3 ..

If Today was Your Last Day

Dedicated this song to my other half, my Amano, my MyLo, my readers ;) ..
Pls enjoy the song =)
Song by Nickelback, great singer I tot !
You can hear it thru this link > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gDjcfCp5nU

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

I love this song currently .. It's crazy bebs ! It's reminds me to live without doubt .. without regret .. yeah .. I like a few sentences in this song .. "I Today was your last day, tomorrow is too late", Leave old picture in the past?", "would you forgive your enemies?", "could you say goodbye to yesterday" and "Swear up and down to God above that you'd finally fall in love?" .. There's many thing that I still need to do the days forward ... yesh, too many .. I still can't forgive my enemy (not so enemy, my friend actually but act likes an enemy to me), still frame up my old picture that hurt me in the past, still cry over everything that make me regret, and the worse is, I lied! I still love my Mr Cinderella even if he hates me, and swear that I never fall in love again...but, when I realize .. I finally found that I fall in love once again...& I will fight for it to the last...&&& if today was my last day, I will not regret for my tomorrow...&& ready to say goodbye to my yesterday...so are you??