the tiny line

Because between letting go and holding on, there's a tiny line that call LOVE. I can't let go without Love, I can't hold on without Love. I don't even can move on without Love. But 10 years will getting hard, hardly hard. When I found Love in the wrong place. When I even begged for it. When I loose my first love. And when I was tooooo focus becoming "me". And sometimes I forgot the rest that stand by my side, to comfort and LOVE me unconditionally along the journey. I might be drained. I might away, running away from the reality. I might be empty very soon. I might leave everyone that stand by me on the path that I walk by. I might fight a wrong war. But sometime, letting go is the best medicine for forgiveness. Me myself will loose the simple game, but will the win the lifetime lesson. And until these very day, 10 years exact to the day he left, yes, I choose to LOVE, cause if I have LOVE, I have everything, I can forgive, I can letting go, and I can holding on. It's not easy, it's never be easy. But you will find the TINY LINE between it. And if you don't find it, find the courage in JESUS. HE is LOVE.

DREAM CATCHER

It was like a midsummer night’s dream.

 I’ll be disappearing now, like last night’s dream… 

Good Bye... ~ Cha Eun Sang.

The Inheritor or The Heirs. I'm watching it currently, cause my friends in my Cell Group watch it, and poison me with that storyyyy, but yet It's cool, I can tell you guys. I can't tell you guys about the drama, but yet it's soooooo drama, :p... 

One thing I love about this drama is "Dream Catcher", did I tell you guys that I love to dream, SANGAT! Hehe. OKOK just if you didn't know what is  "Dream Catcher", so I upload the photo too. I took it from Google, :) ..

And another one

I really want it now, hang on it at my bedroom or at my living room, for my Dream Catcher. Ohhmaiii, I really want it, I need all the good dreams, to make it happen again. Ohh, wonder if you wanna know what on earth this thing is. So.... :) tadaaa,

I also love it, when Cha Eun Sang (the heroin), wrote down the short poem before she left California. I dont think she really ask for the REAL GOODBYE, or I, either, don't mean it. Maybe just because I hate to say goodbye. I rather say, TAKE CARE or SEE YOU SOON, so you will know that it will not take a long time before we'll meet again.

I have a DREAM now, I dream it every night in my sleep. WTH. I dreamed that in my dream, I dreamed a dream. And in that dream that I dreamed, I met you, Mr Shadow. I really mish you, the one that never exist in my real life. He just my SHADOW. But still, I love him, still, I dream him.

Anywayy, I'm enjoying the cutee drama, and if you're watching it, pleaseee enjoy it, ohmaaiii, I really want to be Rachel Yoo, PRETTY!. HAHAHA

msg ~ It's 4.46am in the morning but I still want to watch it.