#MoveOn

Hello semua.

Berminggu tanpa blog, rasanya cuma saya seorang saja yang rindu blog ni, dan baca blog ni. HAHA. Well, 1st at all, saya rasa mahu cerita pasal saya yang involved dalam accident last June. I'm ok now, tulang patah bahagian pinggul, tapiiii masih hidup. Dan cuma sebulan rest, saya start back the track, running and dancing. Workaholic! Seperti biasa, dan Move On.

Hidup mesti diteruskan. Peringatan kepada diri sendiri. I will be fine without him in one fine day, soon or later. Cherio MR. S. You deserve better, and you find it. Maybe this is the last post about you, or us. Honestly, you are the best thing happen in my life. I loved you, yes. But thing doesn't happen as we want. The love doesn't strong enough to us. And I glad, when I can see you in  eyes, and say "Hi Simon" without deeply hurt in my heart. One Day. I know. One Day. 

Kadang rasa terkilan, tapi sudah terbiasa. I will miss you. I will. But it means nothing. Thanks for everything. Thanks kerana pernah muncul dan menyayangi diri ini. And to move on without you, is never easy, but I try hard. Don't worry. I will be fine.

Thanks SMern.

Msg ~ Sekuat kaki melangkah, sekuat hati bertahan.

Karla Andrea's Story

It actually took so much courage to post this...
But for the past 7 years & 7 months, people witnessed the love story that was Gio & Karla. ☺

For almost 8 years, I've only loved one person. He loved me since we were 14 but it took me 2 years to realize that I love him too.

We did a lot of things together. From sneaking out during highschool & lying to our parents that we have to do projects after school so that Gio & I can go to mall -- with only 300 pesos that we saved up from our school allowance. We'd eat in food courts & share one iced tea. But it didn't matter actually because we were happy.

Until we've reached college and we had to go to different schools. But I was very confident that we'd survive it... because we love each other. And we actually did. 😊 He was one of my motivations to finish school. Because I want a bright future with him. He would pick me up in school, he would help me with my projects, he would take me out to eat after a hectic day. He was all I see as I march during my graduation. And I can finally say, we made it. ☺

Months have passed & we both got employed. This was the time that we were able to do a lot of things. 300 peso pocket money became thousands, food courts became fancy restaurants, window shopping became real shopping, jeepneys became taxi, malls became out of town & even out of the country. He was there when my dad passed away. I was there for him when his mom passed away too. Through happiness & pain, we got each other's back.
I experienced a lot of things because of him. Because he was there. He'd do everything to make me happy.

We were the ideal couple. We do everything together. I can't even see myself loving somebody else. Because I already found my soulmate when I was still in St. John's Academy's green jumper, my black leather shoes with white socks & my backpack. My future was him. He was the person I want to see at the end of the altar.

I loved the relationship we had.
But it has come to an end.

To Gio, to the love of my life. To my constant companion, travel buddy, my shock absorber, the answer to my every whys. We've reached the end of the tunnel and it's time to part ways.
Thank you for holding my hand during the journey. It was a worth while journey. A journey i will forever treasure in my heart.
I sincerely pray for your happiness, even if that happiness doesn't include me anymore. ☺ I hope you reach your dreams. I may not be able to witness it anymore, but know that I will be cheering you from afar. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to love again. And I do too. I don't regret ever loving you. Loving you was one of the best decisions I've ever made. One day, I know we'll cross paths again. One day I can look at you in the eyes & I won't feel hurt anymore. One day, we'll talk about how much we've loved each other and that helped us love another person. You will always have a special place in my heart. And let's believe in love again. It's okay. We will be okay. One day i believe we can be friends again.

To my family, mom & ate, my friends, you know who you are. THANK YOU. I wouldn't be able to survive this if you guys are not there to pick up the pieces.

To those who believed in us salamat. But this is going to be my last post about Gio. About us.

To moving forward. :)

© Karla Andrea



Msg: i feel you dear
Msgg: I move on too
Msggg: best ever things happen in my life
Msgggg: keep going on
Msggggg: love is on the air
Msgggggg: i love my husband now

C A T U R D A Y Y

I'm not in a good mood. Don't ask. 

But It's good to be home, with kitties! Caturdayyy! 

Today, Mimi and Bodeng became my babies. Kena manja dan kena cium ketat-ketat.  I love cat so much, now yesh, about 3 years ody. And will continue to love them! 

I love dog also but maybe 1 day. 

I'm watching NCIS, do you know how much I love this series? I'm in love with the characters, so much I can tell. 

And I think, my Bodeng also loves it. Ahaks.

I'm bored, a bit. Just watched TV all day, read comics. No msg😭. Because he still at Kampung, and I miss him so much. 

And pls do msg me soon. 

I'm starving. Yes, starving. I haven't taken my food. And not really want to eat rice. I just ate biscuits and ramen. Haha. So me. 

So because today is Caturdayy, so I wish everyone that love cat have a good Caturdayy. 

Cause when the Sabbath day comes to the end, we have to work hard again! 

Anyway, H A V E A N I C E A N D S A F E D A Y!

Love is in the air!

Msg ~ I'm in love, but nobody cares... 

Happy 276th Monthsarry Mr Lawrance

Merry Christmas everybody!

I am in a very good mood. Because it's my favorite month, December, oops, after February.

And because today is December 29th soooooooooooo, its someone birthdayyyyy.

Happy Birthdayyyy Mr Yuki. Have a blast. Wish all your dreams come true. 

May your another year full with love, kindness and blessing.

All the best and have fun.

So you're now, 276th months old, so wish you luck for another monthssssss to come. Stay young and stay "anime"!

.................................

uhm, I've been thinking about few titles for my next post but never had a chance to write one. So I'll be coming back tomorrow, to right something about Gibbs, or Abbs, or McGeeee, or Dinozzo, or Bodeng, or Mimi, or just write something stupid and boring. Well, newayss, see yaaa soon. :) 

msg. i'll start my class very soon.

msgg. i wonder how can i survived this year with my class

msggg. i hope i can handle the class next year, classes actually 

The BLAIRE

Hello.
Blaire.
Siapa Blaire?
A.K.A Ms Bodeng C Kitty Purry.
My lovely cat.
Kuat makan.
Nakal.
Gemuk.
Manja melampau.
Garang.
Takut hantu, OK ini tipu.
Bising.
Kuat main.
Super cute.
etc etc etc

My BLAIRE.
Kadang rasa geram melampau bila Blaire lari sana sini, gigit kaki, gigit tangan, gigit muka, cakar sofa, mengiyau tengah malam.
Tapi bila berjauhan, boleh nangis teringat Blaire, sudah makan ka belum, tidur dalam rumah atau luar rumah (since I used to let my cat sleep with me in the bedroom), sudah mandi ka belum, boleh ka orang tahan dengan perangai nya yang menyakitkan hati. uhmmmm...

I love my cat. Biar tidak se"PARSI" dan se"GARFIELD" kucing lain, tapi I still love my cat. Still remember the first time I met Blaire, I won't step on into the car until I get the cat. I invited her into my life, loving and caring. Now Blaire becomes one of my precious thing in my life.

So, for those whom never meet Blaire personally. Let me introduce you, the BLAIRE :-

 Malu-malu 

ok, nakal

I love the ♥ symbol on her nose!!!

msg ~~ Teringat bila Blaire terjun daring tingkat 2 ... :( 

This way ...

:)
Don't ask about my feeling now :p ..
Don't ask about my life now :p ..
It's feel so weird, and funny ..

Thanks God, the ceremony went well, not so perfect but yet, I'm glad, SO GLAD, because mama and papa were here. Abg and his family. Soul sisters. DD BFF, 5 Friends, Geng 86, Darl Fun, Yukiteru, Dorin, came just to support me. THANKS. Tuhan seja dapat balas bak kata DD's dad. 

I was standing there, wearing my Wedding Dress, watching someone, I knew that you're hurt, so do I. I'm sorry. And thanks for the supported. Should be your...................

Can I wish, HAPPY WEDDING DAY Ivy.You're still my number one.

I already start to walk thru THIS WAY, am I ready?




msg - will owez heart u. KURNIA.

YOUR LIL' SECRET...

Well, what can I say



I'm blur and there's no way out.

What a loooooong dayy + Happy Birthdayy ;p

just arrived from KB, what a long wayyy..
I'm tired actually but I still want to write something here...

no reason, I just want it, because,
today is Saturday, and 3 days to come until next year..

That's means today is someone's birthdayy.. 
29th of December, every yearsss, 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKITERU.

Have a blessed one. Have a BLAST!.

BIG hug :p


msg ~ i don't have your number anymore, in the other way, I've changed my number ..

1st tear in August

I'm trying to SMILE now .. SEE my picture .. I really want to show that I am moved on ..
That I can live without him .. But something bother in my heart .. I can't describe it .. Or deny it .. But why? .. I let you go, so pls, just go .. Don't ever try to come back .. I don't need you ..


This morning, I cried again .. And again .. For many times .. It's just August, and will back to December soon .. I wait .. Still can't face it .. I miss you, again ..



msg ~ happy birthday Laven, should write about him at his birthday .. sorry dearry ..

Leaving On The Jet Plane ~~

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

..........................................................................................................................................................................

.. Someone played a guitar and sang this song to me few years before .. And it still lingering in my head .. When he went to work far away from me, he dedicated this song to me as a promise .. And I believed it .. Poor Ivy =( .. He never meant it at all .. He just married, less than a month .. Honestly, I miss him right away, feel like don't want let him go .. I tot i already forget him 2 years ago but, now, dunno why I still can't forget him .. Aduh, be strong Ivy, be STRONG ..
.. I kept playing this song .. And I hate to know that I mish him badly ..

.. But why now?? ..

.. Why, when you have to leave, you don't leave me .. I wish that you would just leave .. far away ..




msg ~ i mish you, but i LOVE my boyfiey now .. Laven, ilysm <3 <3 <3 ..

.. HAK ..

.. HAK ..

.. Yang tersurat tapi tersirat ..
.. Yang dirampas tapi tak dipulangkan ..
.. Yang dicari tapi tak terjumpakan ..
.. Yang dikejar tapi tak tercapai ..
.. Yang dijaga tapi terhilang ..
.. Yang disimpan tapi keciciran ..
.. Yang disayang tapi ditinggalkan ..

.... Yang yang yang eya , eya lah ..
............ Yang tidak , tidak lah ..
.. Jangan ada duanya lagi ...


.. Ker'na itu adalah HAK yang sepatutnya menjadi HAK aku ..





msg ~ aku?? hahaha .. should use 'saya' .. =) ..