I just received 2 packs of blood .. Group A rh (+)ve .. For the second time .. The first time I received packs of blood was 7 years ago .. Anemic, main cause is bleeding .. 3 days 2 nights, feel like "hospital, smells death" .. And I hate it ..
I don't like when the blood and the medicine were coming into my body .. It's pain .. It's remind me how the vampire really needs blood, I'm sure they are sick too - wth .. Just blood .. I don't know how it feel when hemoglobin was 7.1 .. The only word that I can describe is, It's Terrible! I feel death, sure I'm alive but it's really really different ..
I'm still not so ok .. but can survive .. Still bleeding actually .. Hope everything will be alright later ..
Sorry mama, make you so worried .. Sorry family .. And thanks for the caring ..
Thanks Lavender who always stay by my side at this very moment .. ilyimy ..
Thanks GOD for a live .. I'm here again by your mercy ..
msg ~ for sure, I'm not vampire ..
