4.50 a.m. Thought !

It's early in the morning while I'm writing something in this blog .. ya ya ya, I know, still early .. saya tengah ready nak ke sekolah .. chee, macam high school plak ;) .. No actually, I want msg my Yukiteru, want to be his 1st msg in this morning .. before he go to school .. yah, yukiteru saya masih sekolah .. and he work hard for it !! chewah ..

Erm, I can not sleep at all .. I watched the astro since yesterday, no channel, because kejap kejap I changed the channel then at last I watch the 'iklan' only .. sambil2 online, check mana yang patut .. I heard this song Kimi No Suki Na Uta by UVERworld many times .. I keep repeatin' it all along the dawn .. And I tak bosan pun ..

Eventhough I was with you all this time...
Without being able to say I LOVE YOU...
I said GOOD BYE...
I want to see you right away...
So I repeat the song that you like...
Humming it as I walk my way home...

The lyric of the chorus ;) !! I love it .. My Yukiteru gave me this song in our first date, oops ! hahaha .. when I miss him, I sing this song .. lalalala .. Actually it's remind me to my first crush!! Boy bukan nama sebenar .. I've waiting him for many years .. wait wait and wait .. till someday he said it, said 'bout something that I badly want to hear !

You know what? waiting for a long time, for 10 years I count, (I just 8 when I fall in love with him, ya anda boleh ketawa !!) makes me, blur .. I'm so bad in my 10 years count, can not combine with his 10 years count of being good boy .. I will ruin it !! No no no, dont let me be .. I still miss him this very day .. I never say I LOVE YOU to him, but I said GOOD BYE .. freak ! .. I do not know why I did it, but yet I still regreting .. Him, happy with the girl that he had chosen .. more better than me .. I sure that .

No No ! I'm sleepy that's why I melalut tak tentu pasal .. ow, nak msg my Yukiteru jap .. tak sabar nak balik Sandakan .. Didie Sandra, if u read this, I'm sure u tengah senyum sumbing memikirkan ur girl yg gila bayang ney .. hahaha . Oh My other half? U also read this? OMG!! don't trust me .. I'm not in love .. Yukiteru is not my boyfriend .. He's my PATHFINDER ! ok, deal here .. haha ..

I want buy something for myself, baby-T? jeans? bag? let me think it first .. boring lar tak da kawan go to shopping mall .. Lisa at kampung, Jenny also, Didie also, Dila practical, Roey classes .. Anyone else? No one? huh.. I want go to swim .. wear bikini .. I want look hot in my swimming suit .. hehe .. But no one can accompany me .. If I in Sandakan, for sure I go alone !

Oh my, oh my !! I love this song, 'Give You Hell' by All American Reject .. tengah main di TV!! haha .. When you see my face hope it gives you hell .. Stupid song, but I still crazy over it .. I need to sleep now .. my eyes sure macam panda .. Me myself also swinging, cakap ntah pa pa da ni .. but my Yukiteru didn't reply my msg yet ..

Ok ok ok, let me quest ..?/ My Yukiteru lewat bgn then awake with kelam kabut ask her sister to iron his T .. then terkejar sana sini .. buat muka sebal .. a bit touch up in his face utk menarik perhatian gadis2 cute dekat school .. am I right? hahaha .. He will marah me if he read this post ..
But I can't stop my hand from type another words in this post .. I really want to sleep, for several times ..

Finally you reply, but a bit late?? not going to school? oh my dia sakit .. fevering .. Take a good rest ! I really want to sleep now !!!

This terrible thought pops out while I'm in my sleepy mood ... GOOD MORNING everyone ;)



msg: Oh My~so freak..this post I wrote last August, but just appear now..just want u guys notice it .. huhu