It's March already Ivy!!
It's time to move on. Banyak hal yang jadi beberapa bulan ni, aku move on, dia move on, mereka move on, si dia move on, jiran sebelah move on, kucing aku move on. Well, semua move on.
But, bila fikir balik, Am I really move on? Bila dengar lagu Nickelback, If Today Was Your Last Day!.
Pejam mata, esok tidak mungkin akan bangun lagi. Am I forgiving now?
I want to mention someone name here, Tressie from LD. I said a very bad thing to her many years before. I don't even want to apologize, cause I thought 'this is her fault'. Dan sebab ego aku tinggi menggunung, I let the anger stay inside, until last week. Aku kumpul semua kekuatan manusia aku, damn!, I failed. So I asked God for the strength, and I sent a msg to her, told her that I'm sorry. For me, it's a big step. I cried, loudly. I won't live with anger in my heart. The hatred! The painful! The unwanted feeling!
I start to make a new step for a new path. God have mercy on me!
So, I will come back soon. I promise.
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