Food Temptation

Food temptation. HAHA. Makan berdosa my sis in law cakap. If you know me well, I kinda person that love to eat, terutama yang manis, berlemak dan pedas. My favourite all time foods are Chipsmore, donut, pucuk ubi, Cheese Cake, Vanilla Coke, Ribena Blackcurrent & Lemon, Pizza etc. Auww. SANGAT. 

Kalau saya starving, HAHA. Atau lapar la orang cakap, I will be in the bad bad bad mood, mengomel akan mati kelaparan, or will take anyfood to eat. And if you didn’t feed me with the food, I will hate you!.. HAHA. Comel kan. :p

But, as a human being, makanan juga lah yang paling mengoda dan memberi cobaan yang besar. Food temptation. Kalau makan nasi, I can’t even finish it. One of my BFF will be mad if I can’t finish my lunch. I will ask him;- “Y, ko ada rasa mau marah sa ka?. Sa tia dapat kc habis nasi sa”. HAHA. And another one, friend of mine;- “best lah tinggal dengan ko neh, jimat beras”. Ahaks. Funny.

Lately, one of my friends told me about my habit, the one that can’t finish my food.  Membazir. Uhm, well said. That’s true. So supaya sifat membazir nasi itu tidak berterusan, I decided to not take rice, until the time I really want to eat rice and feel that I can eat it all. HAHA. These few days, I only ate ramen, with various kinds of recipes. Don’t worry, sa makan vitamin juga. Yuhuu…

At the same time I can’t eat a lot of food, cause lidah saya ni memilih. I will vomit. So I keep away that kind of foods, so I don’t feel guilty and I can eat will a happy heart. :)

Msg ~ anybody that want to bless me with the food, feel free to ask me. TQ. HAHA 

Dedicated to my FACEBOOK.

FACEBOOK.
FB.
This is the link to my FB - Ivy Hevance. Promo Promo Promo!. HAHA. I'm using my FB since October 2007. Jadi saksi emosi sejak bertahun, jadi mangsa hacker yang tidak diketahui, jadi penghubung kepada sejarah kanak-kanak, jadi pelepas RINDU kepada Mr Anime untuk 6 tahun lamanya. And Since this month is the 6th years then I want to share my favourite posts in FB. Maybe it just another boring post, I just hope you guys will enjoy it, at least. HAHA.

2007
The first year I used FB, that time your status will appeared right beside your name. I only have 4 friends in my friendlist, Rachel Lin is my first friend, she's also my CG member at KK.
And my first status is : ~

~ is going back back to college.

Okayyy, I still in my college that time.

2008
The second year of using FB. No special update, I just added most of my CG member, my other half, UMS' friend. STATUS?
I picked the good one, maybe :~

~ + classes + asgmnts = busy

~ is still in her holidays~~Hirai be informed~~hihihihi

Hirai is my Leader in my CG, FYI.

2009
I started actively using my FB, the first friend that I added was Dympnha Sandra Kastum. And I start added most of my church's member. That was my last year in my college, and the year I was going back to Sandakan. So my status : ~

~ I'm hAte bEing sEnior thEse aLL dAys!!sUck,thiS thEsis iS kILling mE indiSe! 

~ DONE!! nOw wAiting fOr my dAmn presentation to ruin my mArk ;)

~  Morning is stand for me by HOPE ...God has given me this day to use it as I can..let me not destroy it...

~ Don't let me stop you!! If you wanna leave,baby you can leave..Just don't pretend that you're into me..Even if I end up broken hearted, I won't lie...I don't wanna hear goodbye, but other way I'll be alright...I'll Be Alright!!...

~ ..huh?..life's suck! Boyfriend died! Plans empty! Hp bored! Sandakan outs! That's so sick!..but that's just seem so perfect in my eyes..oh ivy,bulan lapan di Sandakan..*winked*

~ Y' , pls stay .. Don't go away from me ..

~ I'm irreplaceable .. I cursed u ! & everytime u listen to this song, ur mind will be twisting, ur heart will stuck & u'll remember all the memories we had together .. it will haunt u for the rest of ur life . . && u will know that I will never be replace !

~ If I say 'I LOVE YOU' without sacrifice .. Don't trust me .. B'cuz, when I in love with you .. I will do my sacrifice without any word .. AMANO Lover 

~ love you enough to let you go .. The only sacrifice I can do for you ..

~ Even it's hurt .. I keep on repeating .. cuz, I can't stop , LOVE LOVE LOVE !

~ Tell me what is on your mind .. Help me, cuz I like to know ..

FINE, most of my status said about LOVE,  or LET GO, or IGNORANCE. And I did mention someone names (Y' n Amano), actually they are the same person. :). And the last post was on 29th of December, if you get me, ahaks.

2010
That year, uhm, a lot of things happen. No need to mention it, just read my post in my FB. The first status post was on 2.January :)

~ I do what you want .. And I hope you're happy ..

~ "One kiss, my bonny sweetheart; I'm after a prize tonight, But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light. Yet if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day, Then look for me by moonlight, Watch for me by moonlight, I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way."

~ :: kampung mode ~ wearing sarong while mandi at river is not too bad ::

~ :: what if i change my name to 'BUNGA' or 'FLOWER'? .. Huhu, sounds like me .. ::

~ :: putus cinta is not a good experience, once you feel it, takes a lifetime to forget it ::

~ :: this is my life,, NO ONE ALLOWED TO SHAPE IT !! .. I really mean it ...

~ .. if you can't trust your partner, then let them go .. trust me, you don't need someone that can't have your trust .. in the other meaning, you don't LOVE them .. cuz LOVE is about FAITH .. It's like, we don't see GOD, but bcuz we LOVE HIM so we do BELIEVE ..

~ .. yew can be the car n i can be the petrol, match ! .. 

~ .. fragile .. i give u my heart, hold on n handle it with care .. cuz i'm easy to broke ..

Macam putus cinta ka status saya? HUHU...

2011    
The rough year, I can tell you. I learn to LOVE someone else but, it's not worthy at all. Still Love my Y :).

~ .. You can hide the pain you feel and make others believe that you have moved on .. But you can never deny the truth to yourself, that the person who has failed and hurt you is still the the person you'll always choose to love ..

~ .. duii, banyakk btl gagak hitam dlm fb neh, maw halau daa neh .. if you're not into me, don't come for a visit, i don't have any food for you !! .. shuiii ... shuiii ..

~ The past should be the past. It can destroy the future. Live life for what tomorrow has to offer, not for what yesterday has taken away-TN-

~ I may not understand your plan, but i obey.

~  .. you will never understand it, it's not easyy standing in my shoes .. sayangg, it's not easyy being IVY FLOVIA JAMES .. trust me, I'm a pure 'HUMAN BEING' ..

~ .. Take a walk in my shoes ,, before you JUDGE me ...

~ No need for revenge..just sit back & wait..Those who hurt you will eventually screw up themselves & if you're lucky, God will let you watch.

~ ... never proud with your man, I flirted with him before .. oopsss! .. ;p

~ .. I♥DECEMBER .. CHRISTMAS♥♥♥..

~ .. Christmas mood in KB;).. Let in rain, let it rain, let it rain ...

~ ..If previous year was yours, I am glad..
..If Next Year is yours, I will be glad..
..Have a blessed New Year ahead buddy!.. 

Such a good year right :)

 2012
 Last year. Won't tell you the details, just please, enjoy my post. Most of time I'm not in MALAYSIA :p

~ ..dress code down day..pakai swimming suit bole?..
 
~ .. I won't let you suffer .. So I'm leaving ..
 
~ .. In a conference room without aircorn, and i still feel good .. And i'm sure the rest feel the same way too .. Peaceheaven ..
 
~ .. Heading to hometown .. I lovee this feelingg .. Feeling that we're belong to the same "BAH" .. OwWhhh ...
 
~ mata kasar memang xnampak, tp hati awak mengiyakanya yang saya mampu bagi saingan kannss .. "bukan ku pinta lahir cuteee mcm neh" ... lalalalalala ~~~~
 
~ teda TV, rindu channel Malaysia .. watching 1Malaysia TV pun jadii laa .. better than nothing kan ..

~  I hate when it comes to this part .. I'm leaving soon..

Mish that so much! trust me..

2013
This year... will update this end of this year.. HAHA


Happy Anniversary to ME and MR Facebook, 6 years sharp!


msg ~ another bored post in my blog... wondering if he will read my blog... can you give me a hint, Mr Anime?

SOUL REAPER

I’m waiting the doctor to come and check me while I’m trying to log in into my blog. But out of blue, I enter the wrong email and it directed me to my other blog, the secret one. It about dreams also but that blog’s name is “My Broken Dream”. It’s my stories about my past. But still I can’t forget it. It’s about false love, untruth hope and broken dream. I have to admit, I still beg for his love, wth. I know that’s wrong, but I try to be honest, at least.

Maybe soon, or LATER, I will write something about “him”, yesh, HIM. He wrote about me in his blog with title “My Lil’ Secret”. But later when I reply the post, that will be My Biggest Secret at all. The one that never reveal before. The one that keep as my secret before, now but dunno for the future. But as long I can keep it, then I will try hard to keep it. Sometime I really want to tell the world about my feeling but it’s will ruin everything kan. So, silence is the best way to keep things under control. Kalaulah saya dewa, I just have to click 1 button and the one that I adore and love will come and stay with me, FOREVER.

I’m married now :). No need to remind me, I know my condition, TQ. But everytime I feel helpless, this guy came into my thought. As he promise, he will be my “shadow” forever. Tapi manusia biasa kan, boleh ka tuh keep his promise?. Just a few days I felt a lil’ bit down. He’s not support me at all. His “level” was going up and won’t come down. I miss the day we used to talk everyday. I miss the moment we had fun and tease each other. 

Ok, the doctor comes. Wait. Hang on.

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Kehilangan idea. Speechless. Tiba-tiba. Mungkin sebab abang doctor yang cakap cek seja tapi siap bagi ceramah free, TQ abang doctor. 

Oya, I keep his picture with his so called GF. Still thinking to upload it in every social network I have to REMIND me about his status. I re-read his email. Then I cancel it again. Email dia buat saya rasa, “uhm, he’s really into me?”. OK, he promise’ to be my BFF, then tunaikan lah kan. Kapan lagi.

Oooooo I really want to disappear, so no one will miss me. I watched the Bleach last few days, and one of my favourite episodes is the moment Orihime Inoue said these sweet words to Ichigo Kurosaki.

                ~ I wish I could live life five times over...Then I'd be born in five different places, and I'd stuff myself with different food from around the world five times...I'd live five different lives with five different occupations...and then, for those five times...I'd fall in LOVE with the same person...~ 

That’s really sweet. Fight for the RIGHT one. 5 times. I will love you forever or at least in every 5 life that you gave me. Even if we NEVER MEANT TO BELONG.  Will HEART you always. 520 1314.

Msg ~ AvRiEy fLozRy

Mish Everything

I can't describe my real feeling now...
It's feel like, something goes sooooo wrong...
It's almost 2 hrs I've been crying...

I miss home, where my families are...
I miss the way we fight, hug, tease, LOVE....
Feel so awayyyyyy now... Far awaaayyyyy... 

I miss you guyssss.....


msg ~ so down.........

New Post

I'm staring at my screen while I'm trying to post something here. 
No idea actually. I just feel, uhm ok. FINE.
I'm listening to many songs currently, but this song really attractive me, it's keep playing in my head... Until I can memorize line by line. I also trying to play it with my keyboard, and sing. OK I'm not a musician, so the sound will never get good ok. Don't ask.
Thanks for someone that gave me the song, you will never know how deep it means to me. Every line, every single word. It's really deep.
I feel a lil' bit ok, I think. But yet, I'm struggling, until I reach my limit :)

Anywayys, you guys want to hear the song?
BAH, kijap sa bagi link.

msg ~ life's like this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ mishue