BIRTHDAY BOY :)

Happy Birthdayy LAVEN ..

please enjoy it ... 

tooo faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr for hug, 

tooo shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyy for kiss ~~~~

 

msg ~~ 1st post in this year :p ..

31st Of December in 2011

I can't wait till next year .. Haha, actually just a few hours to another year ahead ..

Will start a new situation in a new place very soon. Wish everything gonna be orait :) ..

Guys, blessed New Year ahead. May it brings a peace, joy and LOVE to your life..

And my dear hby, I heart you! ..

For this year's words belong to this year language. And next year's words await another voice. And make an end is to make a beginning. :)

p/s ~ pls enjoy a last day in 2011. Like I did!

.. Mish youuu ..

i miss everything about you ...
can believe that i still want you ...

1st tear in August

I'm trying to SMILE now .. SEE my picture .. I really want to show that I am moved on ..
That I can live without him .. But something bother in my heart .. I can't describe it .. Or deny it .. But why? .. I let you go, so pls, just go .. Don't ever try to come back .. I don't need you ..


This morning, I cried again .. And again .. For many times .. It's just August, and will back to December soon .. I wait .. Still can't face it .. I miss you, again ..



msg ~ happy birthday Laven, should write about him at his birthday .. sorry dearry ..

Leaving On The Jet Plane ~~

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

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.. Someone played a guitar and sang this song to me few years before .. And it still lingering in my head .. When he went to work far away from me, he dedicated this song to me as a promise .. And I believed it .. Poor Ivy =( .. He never meant it at all .. He just married, less than a month .. Honestly, I miss him right away, feel like don't want let him go .. I tot i already forget him 2 years ago but, now, dunno why I still can't forget him .. Aduh, be strong Ivy, be STRONG ..
.. I kept playing this song .. And I hate to know that I mish him badly ..

.. But why now?? ..

.. Why, when you have to leave, you don't leave me .. I wish that you would just leave .. far away ..




msg ~ i mish you, but i LOVE my boyfiey now .. Laven, ilysm <3 <3 <3 ..